no surprises

it became scary. you thought it was fun when you're livin' on your long awaited dreams. you thought it would be like standing on the top of the mountain, while screaming out loud that you've made it.

but it turned out to be nothing like that.

when your dreams became reality, you'd feel insecurity. you'd feel empty. you'll live without any dreams you need to achieve. you'll have another dreams but they're not strong enough to lead your life and show what path you should take. it'll be just you, sitting on your bench, looking down to your garden, a decent-looking garden, with all stuffs you need beside you, a good house and a good car. with your eyes, you see. the sight that is no longer filled with excitement. you will not see that garden you've taken care so much to be that exquisite. because your eyes can't see that thing. your heart won't feel anything. your heart can't feel anything.

no alarm, no surprises.