it rained quite hard

it was a good afternoon today, i was lying on my bed, holding my ipod playing games and stuffs, i was running from my boredom due to the so-so exam week (i was done with math & physics so i guess that reduced the exam atmosphere point a bit) therefore i headed to my mac, connecting it to the internet and had Zooey D's New Girl being downloaded to my storage.

it was just about time the downloads would done, when the rain fell out of the sudden, from the sky that seemed so bright, and from the sun that was soaring all the heat burning earth. i was feeling a bit unwell since monday (i coughed once or twice) and i started thinking i'd rather have the sun shining than the rain falling. but so it was just a thought i even forgot i thought about.

then my downloads seemed to be stuck at a point and it didn't move even a mili-inch forward, i was fine at first but this situation lasted for minutes and i started to feel frustrated and extra-unwell because i had watched the first episode of this series and you know that feeling of curiosities when you had a sneak peek of something you want the full version out of it and i was just about to watch the second one to overcome the feeling when my internet connection getting rusty and cocky and douchy and everything because of the GODDAMN RAIN.

(my internet connection is traditionally crashed by rain and i loathe it when it's being it but that's the rule so yeah.... so yeah)

i was more depressed when i saw my Twitter's timeline, how everyone was very very happy for the rain that was falling down. and how everyone boasted the same sentences about how they feel when the rain came, about THE SMELL AFTER THE RAIN, about remembering good things happen in the rain, and lalala and la.

you know, i was once this rain sniffing teenager but i proudly say i have passed that cheesy phase of teenager's life. i have a belief i had put in my rotten heart a long time ago (approx. in my elementary school year) that the smell after the rain is soaring from the soil. that smell you like is like a dog's poop combined with sewer smell and all the wet trash and shits. and the worst part is you all like being ruled by this one nature phenomenon of millions nature phenomenon, and that makes you a proud rain sniffing teenager.

i don't hate you i just hate the rain ruined my downloads process and i hate the fact i have to wait a bit longer to see Zooey D again and i hate not watching her and i hate my slow working brain i haven't even read all those seven chapters of biology this term because it is too slow working i don't know what i should feed it with anymore and maybe i actually hate you.

best regards, old fellas (from rain sniffing teenager sect).